Everything is on display. All the emotions. Every terrible, depressing, self hating thought is shown to the world. It can’t be said to anyone. No one is ready to hear what’s really going on behind the smile. So it’s written here, on the internet, where everyone reading can relate and empathize. And they realize, that it’s okay to feel that way. That they don’t need to push down all those feelings. That it’s okay express how you feel and have people understand. That it’s okay to wallow in it and blame the world and society for your never ending unhappiness. But talking about it doesn’t help. Wallowing in it doesn’t help. Having people understand doesn’t even help you move on and get better. Some say it does but it just reminds you of where you were at. And it’s so easy to go tumbling back into that hole. And it’s easy to stay in that hole because people try to understand you and give you space and time to get better, which you don’t even believe will ever happen because if you did, you would be able to get out. So why say anything? Why let people know about your fragile state of mind? They only treat you differently once you do. Just smile. Treat everything like it’s the most beautiful thing in the world. Just try. Soon, it will get better. Just get out, enjoy the company of friends. Climb a tree. Go to a petting zoo. Try to be impressed about all the little things. They say not to bottle it up, but it only gets worse if you keep remembering. Push it down and like a grain of sand in an oyster and soon all the beautiful things in the world will give you a pearl.